So, when I look at my Blogger dashboard, most of the entries I've written are published.
Only four remain drafts.
And I think their titles are very instructive on a topic I've been trying to write about. Here are the titles:
- Mental Illness
- True Love or The One
But unfortunately for me, all four tie together into the same topic.
My big serious (we got married, after all) relationsihp that ended was with a woman who was mentally ill. Unfortunately, we got to a place where my being there was more hurtful to her than my being gone. It's a long story that the telling of wouldn't really add much more value here. I still regret, though, leaving her, even though I knew I had no other choice.
It's been a few years since that relationship imploded, and I have continued to breathe, to live, to be. I have even fallen in love again since then, although as is my luck, that person is unavailable. I have also had a crush or two. It is good to know that a broken heart can still function despite the wear and tear.
There is a lot of thought here - a lot of meat to write about - in these inter-related topics.
And maybe, some day, I will.. and I will hit "publish".
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